Fill the vial

Fill the vial

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Yeah [07 Jun 2006|02:18am]

[ mood | bored ]

So yeah, I noticed everyone else that hasn't pasted in a long ass time, is posting...so I might aswell.

For those of you who don't remember, I'm the English kid. Yeah, I have a name, and its Jacob.

So basically for the last few months (the duration in which I haven't posted), I've been hanging out, graduating, falling in love, being loved. I've been drunk for a good portion of the time, but that will pass with time.

I'm moving to Gainesville soon. Less then 2 months now...damn, thats a scary though. Ohh well, I guess theres not much I can do.
I'm going to Cali in 13 days. I have to raise 425 dollars in 2 weeks...meh, I guess I can do it...eh.

Anyway. For those of you who want to get in touch with me, you can call me. 6906331. I miss my friends, and I miss making friends.

Adios for now.
Jacob.

7failed| save me...

[24 Mar 2006|09:30am]

[ mood | calm ]

Well, here I go, off to Gainesville to see what my future is going to be like.
...thats an exciting thought, and so is the thought of graduation, and starting our own lives - not lives fun by the school, nor by anyone else.
We made it...
Yay.

save me...

[23 Mar 2006|12:49am]

So guys, I cut off a giant chunk of my right thumb. It sucks.
Its hard as hell to type.

Hows your spring break going?

3failed| save me...

[20 Mar 2006|11:44pm]

I have to block out thoughts of you, so i don't loose my head
They crawl in like a cockroach leaving babies in my bed
Dropping little reels of tape to remind me that I'm alone
Playing movies in my head that make a porno feel like home
There's a burning in my pride, a nervous bleeding in my brain
An ounce of peace is all I want for you, Will you never call again?
And will you never say that you love me just to put it in my face
And will you never try to reach me, it is I that wanted space

(Chorus)
Hate me today
Hate me tomorrow
Hate me for all the things I didn't do for you
Hate me in ways, yeah, ways hard to swallow
Hate me so you can finally see whats good for you

(Verse 2)
I'm sober now for 3 whole months, it's one accomplishment that you helped me with
The one thing that always tore us apart is the one thing that I won't touch again
In a sick way I want to thank you for holding my head up late at night
While I was busy waging wars on myself, you were trying to stop the
fight
You never doubted my warped opinoins on things like suicidal hate
You made me compliment myself when it was way too hard to take
So I'll drive so fucking far away that I'll never cross your mind
And do whatever it takes in your heart to leave me behind

(Chorus)
Hate me today
Hate me tomorrow
Hate me for all the things I didn't do for you
Hate me in ways, yeah ways hard to swallow
Hate me so you can finally see whats good for you

(Verse 3)
And when the sad hard eyes say bye to you and wave
Kicking shadows on the street for every mistake that I have made
And like a baby boy I never was a man
Until I saw your blue eyes cry and I held your face in my hand
And then I fell down yelling make it go away,
Just make her smile come back and shine just like it used to be
And then she whispered "How could you do this to me?"

(Chorus)
Hate me today
Hate me tomorrow
Hate me for all the things I didn't do for you
Hate me in ways, yeah ways hard to swallow
Hate me so you can finally see whats good for you

6failed| save me...

[05 Feb 2006|11:36am]

[ mood | blank ]

Happy birthday to me.

3failed| save me...

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